ma world

2009-04-05T03:05:00.002+08:00

HELLLLLOO!

It's been a week already since im here, and im enjoying every bit of it. Life may be simple, but i liiiiiike it.
At least, i have a story to tell now. Rather than hearing 'im out, went to a bar. stayed out the whole night. drink,drank,drunk' BORING RIGHT? well,thats what i usually do it over there. IDK why my life's at a mess when im over there. Personality too weak to handle such situations. Do you think its a good reason?
For me it is, i strongly believe myself that this time things will go the right way.
Just hope that i can find a job sooner in here, so that i wun go back to that blardy place. Thinking of it make me sick. REALLY. (No offence friends over there,i still love u guys) The place really bring out the worst in me. Nothing good will ever come out. Enough of my reasons.

Things i have been doin for the last few days:

THURSDAY

Picnic and Bowling at ECP with Claudia and her friends.
NICE MEETING U GUYS!
Sat by the beach, had sandwich and chips. Thanks to Syiqin. Sandwich was delicious =) Played this card game, eisk introduced it. All of us looked so so stupid with our reaction. Claudia laughing all the way. Her laughter really can make me go laugh my ass off. Bowling after then went back to the beach. CAMWHORING!

2009-03-31T12:48:00.003+08:00

BACK!

happy to be back home.
friday afternoon, claud came over with eisk. headed to yiwen's grandfather funeral. stayed for awhile and we had our early dinner at 848. AS USUAL, i ordered hokkien mee. but it tasted horrible. too watery.

saturday, out with the BMC frens and a few secondary frens. partied at km8. it was the closing party for km8. HELLLAAA FUN!

and now, im at claudia's place with yiwen. stayed overnight. L4D and counterstrike the whole night.

2009-03-20T02:46:00.002+08:00

7 DAYSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In a few days time,im gona leave this damn place.
Be where im supposed to be..

Life will be an exciting one for me again.
More sensible and interesting happenings..

I cant wait to be back in Singapore. At last im gonna feel at ease. Be with my family and friends around. I think its a contentment for me already.

HERE I COME SINGAPORE!

i'll take this opportunity to stay there and not come back to this friggin place.

2009-02-25T16:52:00.005+08:00

HELLO SUMMMER!!

I know summer's here already. Im feeling it totally! Weather has been hot and sticky lately. Everybody's wearing their shades, portable small fans are of good use now and girls afraid of the sun, umbrella are always around.

And for me,im such a bummer to get out of the house. I cant stand the heat,too painful for the skin. Urgh! Weather here is totally different. I never liked the summer in here.

Buuuuut,im gona have to make use of my short little summer season in here.
My friends wants to go to the beach. And im wondering where to go, here's two options which me and ate mhean researched.

Beach at Calatagan- Batangas
2 hour drive from Cavite.

Activities:
-Snorkelling
-Boat rides around the island
-Jetski
-Trekking around the surrounding mountains

Caylabne Bay- Kawit
1 and half hour drive.

Activities:
-Kayaking
-Windsurfing
-Waterskiing
-Paddleboarding
-Banana boating
-Fishing
-Snorkeling
-Riding aquatrikes and open cruisers

(sorry,thats the only pic i can get)

WHICH ONE IS BETTER ??????

2009-02-05T03:01:00.002+08:00

Me and claudia were toking about her problem. Advised her and stuff, where me myself needed advise too. hahaha!

She felt better after what i said. I JUST HOPE SHE'LL LISTEN TO WHAT I SAID.

she felt way better, that these words actually come out from her! 'LOOOOOVE YOU!' I WAS SHOCKED! but sorry claud,the words couldn't come out from me yet. u noe lah,we're not the mushy frens who go 'hoo haa' We grew up as friends who are not that mushy about words. hahaha! So maybe my time will come but ur time has come already. You just wait for that moment arh. hahaha. Dun worry,i didnt cry. JANGAN KEMBANG EH!
But at the same time,u made me smile claud.. (eeeeeh! chee bye,i feel so lesbo now)
I meant that ok!

our conversation at facebook..

Claudia

haiz

alright

i need to sleep waking up at 7 to get ready for work

i shall talk to you tml?

2:56am Rachelle

ok..

i'll be home the whole day

u work until wat time?

2:57am Claudia

i start at 10

end at 4

2:57am Rachelle

ok..

2:57am Claudia

i guess i'll only be home at night

2:57am Rachelle

sure,sure...

2:57am Claudia

dont wanna give you false hope

later you wait for me

2:57am Rachelle

ok..

i wunt lah

ok,go!

goodnyt =)

2:58am Claudia

alright

night

you sleep early too

2:58am Rachelle

yup,i will!

2:58am Claudia

anyway thanks

looooool love you!!!

2:58am Rachelle

sure thing.. we're here to help each other..

2:58amClaudia

coming out frm me!

hahahaahha

2:58am Rachelle

first time seh!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha

2:59am Claudia

dont cry.i cant stand that

2:59am Rachelle

ok..i wunt lah cb

sori,it just cant come out lah..

u noe lah im not mushy enough yet

2:59am Rachelle

not now,not ready yet!!

haha

ok,bye!

2:59am Claudia

bye

ouh

do comment on my blog.lol

3:00amRachelle

ok,mine too..

im gona blog sumthin later!

hahaha

very nice one..

bye!

3:00amClaudia

fuck not about me

3:00am Rachelle

not really

hahaha!!

go sleep lah.. cb..

3:01am Claudia

gosh not sumthing disgusting pls

3:01amRachelle

no lah..

3:01amRachelle

tm then see.. so that u will come home early

bye

3:01am Claudia

bye

2009-02-04T02:08:00.002+08:00

MAKE ME STRONGER IN DECISIONS!

i make sure,i will make a good decision now. cos i noe myself if i continue this way,nothin will happen to me.

So i'd rather find another solution and i tink wats best for me. i seriously cant go on like this.
i noe myself that i will end up like this.
I'd rather choose another way to make myself stronger and keeps me going.
At least i will have some achievements to be proud of.

=)

2009-01-28T03:42:00.003+08:00

BIRTHDAY SURPRISE =)

Thursday night, i was out with my cousin, Yen. Went drinking at Bar mats. Ate mhean, mama ry, eunice, j.c and jay was there.

12 midnight pass,suddenly jay stopped the music. They sang me a birthday song and a birthday cake came out. I was so daaaaaaamn surprised!! At the same time, i appreciated the surprise they gave me. Shean and Dan came after.

THANKS GUYS!

Well, now that im 21. I guess im tinking abit more mature by now. Dun u tink so?????
Whatever it is,i hope this year will be a great one. Jus like what i always say every beginning of the year. New excitement,adventure,problems and last but not least NEW BOYS! yiheeee!!!
wth,im still tinking of boys. i tink they shud be called MAN already. hahaha!!

2009-01-19T23:53:00.002+08:00

I was browsing through my hidden files in my lappie. Then i saw this folder 'CONVO BHIE' I remembered it was the message archives i saved. Every conversation we had,i saved it. Thats how madly blindly in love i was that time. Was it really called LOVE? I dun tink so. I was blinded with the things i see in him. The person i was looking at wasn't the person i think he was. It was all covered with a thick mask and made me believe that he was not that type of person.

I think i was lying to myself all the time. Thinking that he's different from the others. But HELL NO,he was like one of them and much worst! I was reading every conversation we had, and i was actually laughing at myself. I didnt realise how stupid i was to him. How much i begged him. Making up things with him, there he was laughing at me and playing hard just to feel the great feeling of a girl begging him. He would start every small fight and make it worse. He was always good at making it look as if it was all my fault. I'm not saying i was devastated the whole time,we had our good times too. But he was better off a friend rather than a lover.

Now,i felt i was living in a world of lies that time. Last saturday,it was my turn to laugh at him. I was there looking at him talking things out with his two girlfriends. And i could see how devastated the girls were. Both walked out on him. Yeah,i did saw myself in them. AND I REGRETTED BEING ONE OF THEM. Im sorry,u made me think of you this way.

im just glad im out of his system..

2009-01-08T18:12:00.007+08:00

Trip to Puerto Gallera =)
21-24 dec'08

My getaway trip with ate nins. Last minute planning with her to puerto.
Both of us were texting each other and was tinking wat to do for the holidays.
Out of the blue,ate suggest we go Puerto! So yeah,it was a hella trip.

Took the bangka (small boat) from batangas pier. Actually we weren't allowed
to take the bangka in the night and it was a small boat. So it was actually illegal!
People from the puerto said its not allowed cos there were sharks along the way.
Just imagined, me and ate sitting on that small boat not knowing that sharks were
actually around us!!!!!! GOSH!!!

Our first night,went to some bar. Drank their popular cocktail,mindoros sling.
The first pitcher,we didnt got drunk. But after the second pitcher, both of us were
already dead drunk! The next day,i was having the worst hangover. I was telling ate
that i was already having a fever but actually it was only my illusion. hahaha!!

The next day,tour around. Walked to a very far away woods. There was this girl telling
us that she knows a very nice falls and the entrance in only 20pesos!
We didnt noe it was a one and a half walk!!!! Passed thru 7 freaking lakes!
Imagine how far is that...
END UP,the falls wasnt wat we expected.. BADTRIP!

SNORKLING AFTER!
Went island hopping, then snorkling..
It was fun! Enjoyed it,just that ate nins was so scared she didnt want to
go into the water. She said she was afraid that sumthin might appear under.
hahaha!!

Hang around the beach early in the morning on our last day.
CAMWHORING!

I had fun eventho it was just only me and ate. Bonded really well.
Too bad,didnt see any cute guys. Mostly were GAYS! WTH.
Our next trip will be at PAGUDPUD!
RIGHT ATE???

2008-12-17T01:46:00.005+08:00

Hello! Hello!

16 more days.. and its year 2009!

i dun noe whether i shud feel all excited about it.

im still tinking what will be my resolution for the year 2009.
well...all i noe is that once im back in s'pore.
i can get my life back. get what i mean??
i just feel that everything has been a lie since i stepped Philippines.

Thot im happy.. but actually i never really had a very good laugh
just like the laughs when im in s'pore with my frens.
Seriously,never..

I'd always remember whenever im back in s'pore with my frens
and we'll tok abt the dumb stuffs we used to.
And i'll really laugh my ass off.. But never actually that happened
in here..
Is is me??
or
is it Philippines?
hahaha..

i dun noe lah..

WHEN AM I EVER GONA FIND MYSELF AGAIN?

cos i noe this hasn't been the one i wanted ever since...

2008-12-10T02:42:00.002+08:00

HEEEELLLLLAAA!!!

Its 3am in the morning and im not in bed yet.
Im having a class at 830am later.
Hope i wun have a hard time waking up later. I
had my afternoon nap just now,so its ok =)
Been watching THE O.C for the past few days.
Thats why my mum is surprised im always
home already. 'goodgirl'

I've not been in the mood for the last 3 days.
I dun noe why... I just cant explain what exactly
am i FEELING??

sad?
happy?
angry?
scared?

I DUN NOE..

Maybe im still affected with the fact that im not goin
back to SINGAPORE FOR CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR..
urgh! I sure am not looking forward to christmas and new year.

BUT...
im looking forward to the month of march..
MARCH 23 2009. (take note of that)

The day im gona eat hokkien meeeee again.
hahahaha! am i already crazy??
Its just the month of december and here i am already
craving for hokkien mee! *saliva drooling* GAWHD!

well,i have to do this so that i'll feel much better.
SELF RELIEF!

oh yeah,i've got new email address.
so people please add me

rachelle.carpio@live.com

Claudia was telling me she wanna change her email add.
She tinks that we're all grown up and our email add is way
too kiddy already. So yeah,i didnt thought of changin my
email add at first. But after awhile i decided to. Told claudia,
and i was expecting her to say sumthin else.

R A C H says: now i feel like changing my email add also
R A C H says: hahahaha!
Claudiie- says: go change luh
Claudiie- says: can import contacts
Claudiie- says: so you dont lose them
R A C H says: i was expecting u to say sumthin else
R A C H says: hahaha!!
Claudiie- says: like?
R A C H says: EEEEHHH,COPY SIA.
Claudiie- says: ohh!Q!!
Claudiie- says: ya!!!!
Claudiie- says: hahaha
Claudiie- says: CB
R A C H says: hahaha!
Claudiie- says: purposely rite
R A C H says: not really
R A C H says: cos the .live like very nice to hear

2008-12-09T03:20:00.003+08:00

DECEMBER 5,a day i cant help stop tinking about rauf's operation.
i cant help tink what has happened to his op.
the day before that,rauf called me up and told me that he's
kinda nervous about the op. me too, was feeling all weak for him.
i just cant imagine what rauf is going through now.

(to rauf.. ride bike more. see what happens to u again.
dun even dare sit on ur bike.. hahaha!)

gosh! the pain and the stitches.. urgh!
i feel all wobbly when i tink of it.
thats why wenever he wanna tok to me abt it on the fone,
i get all weak. i just cannot tahan this type of situation.
it goes to show that i can be a nurse! hahahaa..

oh yeah.. yesterday,claudia,maik and tasha went over to the hospital
to visit him.
so claudia gave this idea to me.. make a letter to him and she'll
print it out. so yeah,i made a letter. saying stuff..
blablabla. get well card????

told claud to take a pic of him.
he really look like one sick man lying there on the bed. hahaha!
SORI RAUF..

pictures!!

2008-12-05T01:50:00.004+08:00

didnt update what happened last week..

oh yeah, last week was kinda a great week.
todo bondings with crystal and gang.
crystal was gona leave skool for while,
so yeah.. bonded with her almost every day
that week.

It was wednesday night,
me and the girls were at bar mats drinking.
it was actually crystal's last day in dasma.
decided to drink a little bit.
kuya mark and j.c then came, they were going to
embassy. they asked us along.

crystal was like, 'tara! sama tyo'
i was like 'fark,i have skool tmr. u guys go ahead'
crystal powers that night was strong enough to convince
us to party.
U NOE ME,I COULDNT RESIST MYSELF AND I FOLLOWED!
hahaha. i wouldnt wanna miss out.

kuya mark,went back home to get the innova while
we girls change at the dorm.
headed to fetch michelle at alabang.
then to THE FORT =)

not much happened,didnt really like the crowd.
in the end i wasnt in the mood to club that night also.

2008-11-26T01:00:00.002+08:00

Its past 1am and im still freaking awake.
my sickness of staying up late has reacted tonight again!
URGH,im pretty damn sure im gona have a hard time
waking up for skool later.
mum will come screaming at my room again..
fark it lah..
anyway,we'll just see what will happen later =)

oooohhh...deceeeember is comin soon.
but i still dun feel christimas is like in 30 days time lor!
i wunt feel it unless i go back home to SINGAPORE!!!

DAD,PLEASE LET ME GO BACK HOME.
I CANT SPENT CHRISTMAS IN THIS DAMN PLACE!!
I'D DO ANYTHING JUST TO GO BACK THERE
CHRISTMAS WUNT BE THE SAME W/O
YIWEN,CLAUDIA AND CANDY!!
SPENDING X'MAS NOT TOGETHER AS A FAM,
IS MADNESS!!!!!

graham cakes,pictures,reminiscin those years.
2008 x'mas wunt have any picture with
claudia and yiwen.

no new year together with them!
no countdown at esplanade
no 'wow,the fireworks are great!'
no midnight bus back home after countdown
last but not least,
NO CHRISTMAS AND X'MAS WITH UR LOVED ONES!

I SERIOUSLY HATE THIS YEAR..

2008-11-24T01:23:00.002+08:00

YOOOOHOOOOO!!!!!

It was a sooo typical saturday night.
many people were out drinking at every bar.
but the sad thing is that BAR MATS is closed..
i was so excited to drink my favorite cocktail,
MINDOROS DRINK

only to find out that bar mats is close for the night.
huhu :(

well,i cant wait for the next weekend.
GONA PARTY HARD AT dasma..

pathetic somehow...

2008-11-23T20:29:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU!!

2008-11-16T23:42:00.001+08:00

YESSSS! HE IS HOT!!
dun deny it...

gosh... he's really farking hot =)
im sure u guys know who he is..

he is none other than,
SIGIT PURNOMO SYAMSUDDIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-15T20:39:00.001+08:00

U SERIOUSLY NEVER CHANGE!!!

2008-11-11T19:41:00.002+08:00

WHAT A DAY FOR ME!!!...

Just imagine from 10am to 4pm,
i have straight class with noe freaking break!

LECTURE! LECTURE! LECTURE!
I'VE ALWAYS HATED LECTURES!

Brain was full of things i heard for the whole day,
that during my last class,
my mind was already tinking of going home
since the class started..
I was looking at my watch every minute
tinking that its already 4pm.

After class,straight to Square Canteen =)
Had my freaking lunch, and i was so farking hungry.

Headed home.
Kevin sent me home. Thanks kevin!!! :)

Now that im home,im still tinking of something.
I just quarelled with him awhile ago.
My anger towards him came out again.
Here i go again,saying all those hurtful words to him..
But i have my reasons,i want things to get better for him.
I just dun want people to tink of him that way, i've always
believed that he's not like that..

I JUST HOPE U'LL CHANGE,COS U SAID U WILL..
:]

2008-11-10T00:54:00.002+08:00

Been hogging on the internet the whole freaking day!
Mum left me all alone again at home.. huhu:[
BORING SUNDAY..

Oh yeah..
Last night was hell!! I cant believe i went thru
another car accident.
The first car accident already was a bad incident for me
and this time i have to go thru this again..

I was out with Froi,Pao and Eunice. Froi asked me out and decided we shud
go drinking. Fetched me at home:] Went straight to Eunice place to
pick her up. Pao picked up his car at westwind before we head to Rob Pala2.
Drank at Cowboy Barn. We had 2 big pitcher, and imagine how we can
drink that!! Froi was already kinda drunk and i was telling him that
he was so weak at drinking!
hahaha! But in the end,i was the one who gave up :[

After the second pitcher we decided to go drinking at Salitran.
While on the way,Pao and Froi was already driving so farking fast.
They were playing arnd..
Both of them didnt want to lose out to each other. GUYS EGO!
We were about to U-TURN,and BOOOM! It all happened so fast that
i was blank for a moment.

Froi's car was total wrecked. Pao's car bumper and hood got hit.
That night was so unexpected. So many things happened.
Froi and Pao even beat up somebody that night.
Guys with ego tlga. I dun noe why do they have to stoop
their level. What can they get if they beat them up??
NOTHIN!

2008-10-18T14:39:00.003+08:00

STAR CITY WAS A BLAST LAST NIGHT!
Even if it was just only me and bhie,we had fun.

Took a bus to manila. Met up with bhie at the church. And he was surprised that i came with mum cos i didnt told him that mum was with me. Mum was going to robinson imus so i told her to take the bus with us so that we'll have free bus fare. CLEVER ME! hahaa..
Mum dropped the bus first.
It was quite a long destination.

Bhie started tickling me in the bus and making fun of me. URGH! I was shouting and begging him to stop tickling me and he just could'nt get enough. Reached star city arnd 7pm.

When we entered the place,i was so excited and bhie showed me the crazy roller coasters i haven ride on before. We rode on the SURF DANCE first. It went all dancing arnd and i was so scared a first that i kept shouting. haha!!

Next was the STAR FLYER!
The craziest and scariest ride of all.. Whats more scary is that me and bhie sat on the very first two seats. Bhie was all daring and kept asking me if i can tahan the thrill.. then i said, OF COURSE! he tot i was timid about the rides..
It will go up high then it'll suddenly dropped down damn freaking fast which will make ur heart pop out! You'll go upside down and it just keeps repeating.

Had dinner after. Bhie was so hungry that he had 2 and half rice. hahaha!!
and at first he was telling me not to eat much in case i vomit later on... Then while we were already eating,i wasnt eating much. He was telling me off to eat more... stoopid him,so fickle minded..

We even went in to the creepy scary museum. Went in and bhie was walking away from me cos i was holding on to his tee-shirt and wanted me to be scared. i was so scared that i just kept looking arnd in case sumtin pops out. Wen we were about to reach the exit,there was this staff standing in the corner and i tot she was one of the 'ghost' in there. she made me so scared that i shouted out,'putangina!' hehe,sooori..

Rode on the cyclone loop after. bhie was shouting all the way and after the ride,he said his heart beat was beating fast. he got too sudden with the ride.

this is the worst part,we rode on this ride which will go in circles. THE RIDE I HATE THE MOST! bhie was forcing me to ride on it but i told him i dun want to cos i noe i will vomit after. kept forcing me so i had no choice but to ride. while it was moving,i was closing my eyes all the way and kept shouting 'AUKO N,AUKO N!!'
i was all cold sweat after that. I WILL NEVER RIDE ON THAT AGAIN,NEVER!!!

before we head home,we rode on the star flyer for the last time. feeling so damn shioook sia.. hahaha!

walked out of star city, me and bhie started making fools of ourselves again and kept disturbing each other..

oh yeah,this is the best part. while we were on the bus on the way home,bhie was sitting and i started tickling him. so now bhie,u'll feel what i feel.
COS UR GONA GET MORE COMBO FROM ME!!!

*pics will be posted soon*

2008-10-17T13:26:00.000+08:00

STAR CITY HERE WE COME!!!!!!!

me and bhie is gona go crazy riding all the rides. WEEEE!!

2008-10-14T04:15:00.002+08:00

Went for sunday mass ytday with cousin Yen and Bubs at Pala2. I decided to meet up with them cos its been a long time since i bond with them. Headed for sm pala after. Had cheeseburger at Macs. and i seriously didnt like the taste of the mayo. YUCK!
Sleepover at cousin's place. Videoke-kwentuhan-eat-dvd with cousin yen and bub.

Today,went to robinson pala2 with bhie. He wanted to buy skinny jeans for himself but we couldnt find any. Cos its either too short or too small for him. HAHAA!! Bhie's ass is too big thats why its hard to find his size. I just dun tink skinny jeans suits him. Cos he already has slimmed down and it doesnt look great in him. I dun noe why he really wants to have skinny jeans. STUBBORN BHIE!
We had lunch at pizza hut. AS USUAL,FAVORITE! I managed to eat only 2 and half pizzas.
we tried the cheesy pops,it tasted nice but not to my likings. Me and bhie is plannning to go STAR CITY this friday. I CANT WAIT! I tink it was 4 years ago since i went there. and i remembered i went with sis,ateweng,yen and bub.
Well,i was told that there is many new rides now. So im gona make sure im gona really have fun on that day! YEHEY! :))

2008-10-08T03:21:00.002+08:00

so proud of myself..

i achieved something that i cant avoid doing it.
NOT BEEN DRINKING FOR 3 DAYS!!!!

haha,i noe its a small deal but to me it is a big deal.
bhie told me off someday last week and it hit me.
thats why i told him im gona prove it to him that one day he'll see the change.

BUT BHIE,U CANT STOP ME FROM SLACKING AT BAR MATZ.
today i went there and had my dinner only. ate m,eunice and mama rye drank.
i sat there just chit chatting away.

im trying to cut down on my smoking too.
haven been buying packet of ciggies.

im not gona promise but im gona try real hard.

HOPE,ONE DAY THERE'S REALLY A CHANGE:))

2008-10-05T17:44:00.002+08:00

Friday night, as usual. Bar avenue(Dasmarinas) was so crowded again.
Bar matz was full of people till me and the gang has to stand outside the bar.
Met two foreigners. Jay introduced them to me. Started tokin to them and this jay started making fun of me. ASS U BHIE! hehehe.

Not much happened. The gays were out drinking at MQ. Danced and drink a lil bit. Didnt drank much,mostly was just slacking outside the bar. Lucky thing,no fight happened.

BUT....

Saturday there was a fight at bar matz. It was one baby piglet friend who got beaten up. So baby piglet went to help his frens. And this jay wanted to get involved too.
He was soo mad cos j.c was involved with the fight. It was stupid of him if he gets involved with the fight. Stopped him from getting into the fight.
Lucky thing he listened.

VERY GOOD BHIE!! haha.

I was so scared cos one of time took out a knife already. If something happened,i tink i'll be freaking out.

Thats the problem when guys get drunk. They never tink properly and just keep on doing their own way..

2008-09-25T02:57:00.002+08:00

i'll be loving u a long time.
no matter wat,i'll still love you and u noe tat.
i wunt give up on u and i will always believe in you. so please dun give up on urself.
i love u always.

2008-09-21T23:20:00.002+08:00

How i wish i can turn back time and saw everything.
How it happened..
It was just three weeks. I was so happy before i left cos i noe there sumthin so important to me,WAITING! but it looks like,things have changed.
but i dun want to live in those changes..

You know im weak to handle this. you know im fragile. and i dun want u to hurt me this way.. u made it so difficult for me.

HOW I WISH LAST NIGHT WOULD TURN TO FOREVER.

Your hug,
your kiss,
the way u cuddle on your pillow,
the pillow fights where i always lose,
times when you want to hug me while asleep but i didnt want to,
we watch dvds before going to sleep,
u getting pissed off with me for pinching ur nipples,
laughing at chevy funny visaya accent,
gossiping every time we find out something new.

CAN WE GO BACK TO THAT LIFE WHERE ITS ONLY US?

2008-09-08T14:50:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY-

This night,alot of unexpected things happened!
and its so hard to believe that it happened. URGH!
Met up with alicia,shawn,fadli,malik,erico and SHAH. Gathered at vivo,had dinner at
Carl's Junior. The place was so packed but lucky thing we didnt had a hard time finding a place. Was supposed to go km8 at sentosa. But it was raining hard and km8 is a beach bar. So we decided to head down to city hall and go to this new club called SUPPERCLUB. We were so underdressed that we felt awkaward at first. Wasnt planned to go there. So fuck it lah. We didnt care wat people say.
We opened two VODKA ABSOLUTE. Imagine how drunk can we get. Soon after the first bottle finished,shah got another bottle of vodka! Most of them was already so wasted.
Malik was already high and didnt want to drink anymore.

And for SHAH,he was so fucking wasted that he dunt even noe wat was he doing. aaaarrggggh!! ALL I CAN SAY THAT,IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN!
SCARY SIA WHEN SHAH IS DRUNK. hahaha!!! no hard feelings:))

after a while shah went missing. me and malik started to get worried.
we thought that
*he went home with some girl to have fun
*he was so farking drunk that he took a cab home
*he is drinking with some chicks
*he is already sleeping in the toilet

which of the four do u tink he did?
haha.
before we found him.. me and malik went arnd finding him but couldnt.
so we decided to tell the others that we head home.
b4 heading out of the club,we went to the toilet.
and the boys found him in one of the CUBICLE sleeping!
HAHAHAHA!!!
vomit was all over and shah was unconscience. malik and erico brought him home while me,alicia and shawn took another cab.
MALIK IS SHAH'S GUARDIAN ANGEL!

and for me,i was so high that i was blabbering to the taxi driver the whole time. and i was holding a bottle. i look like one sick drunkard. haha!

TO SHAH:
PLEASE DUN CAMP IN THE TOILET AGAIN WHEN U GET DRUNK
DUN MAKE IT AS A HOBBY! HAHAHA:))
DUN WORRY,I STILL LOVE YOU AFTER WAT HAPPENED.

2008-09-06T03:31:00.002+08:00

Had a tiring day. Almost the whole day we were walking arnd.
me,claudia and alicia went to mirama hotel to have dimsum buffet.
for freaking 8 MONTHS im craving for dimsum. so claudia decided that we have dimsums today.

i was late as usual. i wasnt supposed to be late,but bcos of my mum i got late. URGH!! its always her. niwae,i met them at chinatown and we took a cab to mirama hotel. we didnt noe how to get there. claudia and alicia are not familiar with chinatown. they are not CINAS. hahaha! we were so farking hungry on the way there and were so daaaaammmnn excited to have those dimsums. we were already even planning wat to have.
reached the restaurant and we started ordering.
and fuck yeah,the orders came like after 20mins!!!!!!!!!!! OUR STOMACH WAS ALREADY GOIN 'GRRR,GRRR'

we gorge ourselves with dimsum and i started ordering more dimsums cos i tot we were gonna finish it. after a few minutes,all orders came at one time. and i jus realised tt i ordered waaaaaay too much. the three of us looked at the table and ask if we can finish all these.
so wat we did was encourage each other finishing the dimsums.

we were sooooo full tat we had to do sumthin bad. wat we did was stuff dimsums in our mouth,go to the toilet and flush it down. we didnt want to pay extra charges as there were too many of dimsums!!!
alicia was giving the looks as if she's gona vomit anytime..
in the end,we take out the dimsums.. NO CHOICE!!!

right after tat,we headed for bugis to meet tasha:))
planned to sheesha-ing..
arab street was the best choice for sheesha.
chit chatted,laugh and smoke.

after tat,we walked all the way to little india just for EYE THREADING AND HENNA.
and couldnt stand the heat in here. its waayy to humid already. maybe im not used to it anymore. went to sim lim square to find the dj headsets for kuya mark. saw a few and they were so expensive. didnt expect the price to be tt ex..
BUGIS NEXT! we walked from little india to bugis again.
JUS IMAGINE HOW MUCH WALKING WE DID TODAY!
exercise wun kill. it'll help me tone down abit. haha!

oh yeah,last trip was to TAMPINES. met up with fadi,fadli's bro,arif and ayeb.
HELL YEAH,I WAS SOOOOOO HAPPY TO SEE THEM.
i miss tokin cock with them. haha.
all those nonsensical conversations we always had.
and we're gona have those tok cock sessions reeeaal sooon!
RIGHT ARIF? SO DUN BE A FARKER, COME MEET ME AGAIN!
haha.

2008-09-04T23:49:00.003+08:00

im now back in singapore. and its been a week since i've been here.
life's been different in here. so glad to meet my frens!!!
for the past week,i've been EATING AND EATING.
the funniest thing is tt my mum thinks IM PREGNANT!!
WTF!!! cos i've been eating alot lately.
i dun noe why im craving for spicy food everyday.
and its been a week i neba eat RICE!!! hokkien mee or mcspicy burger was the only food i eat outside.

Last night,i had a hell of a night. me,alicia and candy went clubbing at MOS. at first it wasnt tt pack in the cage. arnd 1am to 2am, the cage was already so packed with chinese dancing. arnd 230am,me and alicia went to THE ARENA. it was free flow of drinks. so we kind got high. we had too much drinks tt night. 330am we went back to MOS to dance. we were so high tt we were laughing all the way. gosh,i miss singapore life! slacking and malling is sooo much fun. CLEAN LIFE! dis i wat i want. the fun i want.

pictures will be posted.

2008-08-19T02:24:00.007+08:00

"One Step At A Time"
da da da um da da
da da da ba um da da
da da da um da da
da da da ba um da da

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

HOOK
You wanna show the world but no one knows yours name yet
Wonderin' when, where and how you're going to make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you getting all kinda impatient
Waiting, we live and we learn

CHORUS
To take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly, or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why
One step at a time

da da da um da da
da da da ba um da da
da da da um da da
da da da ba um da da

You believe, and you doubt
You're confused, and got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

HOOK
You wanna show the world but no one knows yours name yet
Wonderin' when, where and how you're going to make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you getting all kinda impatient
Waiting, we live and we learn

CHORUS
To take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly, or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why
One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer (you can't wait)
But there's no end in time (when you need to find the strength)
It's your faith that makes you stronger (the only way we get there)
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time

To take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly, or falling in love (Falling in love)
It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why
One step at a time

One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly, or falling in love (Falling in love)
It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why
One step at a time

P.S
im soooo inlove with this song. everytime i hear it,it reminds me of that day.
and I LOVE JORDIN SPARKS GREEN WEDGES.
haha.

2008-08-19T01:42:00.004+08:00

Everything's in a mess now. Mayb im jus letting it get me affected which will not happen again. I PROMISE!
hnd ko ung malubo kausap. Ikaw ung malubo. Pnapkita m ung mali kya ginaganyan kita. Nka2inis ka!!!!

This time i wun debate with u or fight for my rights.
This time, you will always win.
This time,i will always lose.

No more explanation cos im tired of it.
I wunt bother saying its my fault this time. U wanted it this way.
U wana show ur pride,i will show u mine.

U always said everything is over. But at the end of the day we're going to be start laughing at each other again.
we quarell over small things. i seriously dun noe wat u want..
Its already becoming a cycle...

AREN'T U TIRED OF IT?
BCOS I AM...

2008-08-10T16:21:00.002+08:00

random pics.. i jus realised there's no pics posted on this blog for so long. so i've thought of posting some.

2008-08-03T20:51:00.002+08:00

i was at home goin online. wen i received a msg frm claudia telling me to call her asap bcos rauf got into an accident!!!

called her as soon as i read the msg. she told me that he lost a kidney and she cant bare look at him. im wondering if i see him lying there, im gona cry..
i badly want to see him..

2008-07-29T16:38:00.000+08:00

SHEAN'S 19th BIRTHDAY!!!

Venue: Bar Matz
TIME:730pm

2008-07-25T13:31:00.002+08:00

its been more than a week i've been going to Bar Matz. im starting to like the atmosphere in Bar Matz. But that doesnt mean im going to stop goin to Club Dahab. That place is still wer the real people are. Kuya Mike and Kuya Pat is still de best managing club owners.

Last night was a not really good night. I had to face the consequence now. If only i can turn back time!! I wunt lose out to him,i'm not RACHELLE if i get affected. FARKER!! haha. Lets just say, a 'pokpok' he is. hahaha.
But seriously their cocktail in Bar Matz taste good!! My favorite is the kolado. That bluish and greenish cocktail.

Im starting to go back to my old days,drinking everynight. I wunt let it happen next week. Beer is starting to taste like water to me again, drinking the whole night,getting dead drunk.. hais.

Niwae,i've got great news!!!
NEXT MONTH,im goin back to singapore!!!! yey:)) cant wait to gobble every favorite food of mine. i swear once i touch down singapore,HOKKIEN MEE will be the first cuisine i'll have!!!!!!!! hehehe.
I CANT WAIT!!!

2008-07-21T13:56:00.003+08:00

I tot i can break the record of not going out last night. but i didnt. it was already 1130pm wen me and mitch was texting esch other. and i told her i wanna drink till i drop tmr. and she told me tat she's drinkin over at don's place. decided to go over. was tinking way too much. and i needed to air to let my mind feel at ease.
So mitch fetched me at home.

I drank so many last night. I tink i had like more then 5 bottles of beer. Didnt really get that drunk. Maybe its bcos i was really tinking too much. My mind is full questions now. TOO MANY THAT I DUN EVEN NOE HOW TO START.
urgh, here i am again. How i wish i didnt met him....

Went home arnd 630am and slept for a few hours:))
I still hab a class at 230pm and im still at home blogging. haha
Gud thing i only have one class for today.

2008-07-19T17:34:00.002+08:00

everythin was so goin good. i was happy with him. AS IN!! and now im left with full of questions, WHY?
didnt expect things to be that complicated..
:(

im dying for answers...

2008-07-15T16:20:00.003+08:00

it so saddening wen u realised a person ur not close with suddenly come to u and starts shouting at u wen u dun even noe the real reason.

it was one of the days last week wen me and milli went to celev to join the 'guys'.
suddenly this faggot (i shall not say his name) started telling me that he hates me!!!
WTF!!! at that point of time i didnt noe what he was saying. he blamed me for introducing his gf to other guys wen we were out havin fun. and to hell with him,HE ASSUMED ALREADY WEN HE DUN EVEN NOE THE FARKING TRUTH!!! he said that i didnt respected him as my fren's bf. to hell with u again, u dun even noe the truth. ur own gf dun even treat u as one. and ur gf was jus out saying hi to her frens.

me and milli didnt interfere in ur relationship. so dun come to us shouting at us abt ur farking problem.

ur boasting about ur work at the call center,earning 18k PESOS per mth. HELLO!!!! how much is that only? ur saying to us that we are of no use bcos we are depending on our parents to pay our tuition fee.
ISSIT OUR FAULT THAT THEY WANNA PAY IT FOR US? WHAT DO U WANT US TO DO?
WORK AT A CALL CENTER SO THAT U'LL KEEP QUIET. fark u, u farking faggot!!

u got no right to tell us off about our personal. and ur just workin at a call center!! if u have ur own problems, dun shoot back at us cos we wunt be any use to u.
and ur sayin that ur a professional, ur not one cos ur not acting like one.
UR A SHAME AND A HYPOCRITE!!!!! AND A SOCIAL CLIMBER. u shud be fortunate enuf to be living in this world with 3 meals a day. but ur still out treating others but ur complaining abt being on financial.

BE YOURSELF AND TRY NOT TO FIT IN TO OTHERS IF U CANT

sori but i had to let my anger out. cos everytime i hear ur name, MY BLOOD STARTS TO BOIL.

2008-07-05T16:22:00.002+08:00

Been so busy with skul and having a big problem now on maintaining the car.
Ever since mum and sis left, its different. urgh.
Niwae,i jus shifted to mass communication this semester. its kinda hard being an irregular student but its fun tho. having to meet new people and it really gives u alot of courage. HAIL TO ALL IRREGULARS! hahaha.

i jus wanna say something to claudia and yiwen. its been a long time since i chatted with u guys and im really sori. i will catch up with u guys wen im ok with everything in here. and claudia,be strong babe. ur the strongest and MEANEST among us. hehehe.
love u girls:)

2008-05-16T20:57:00.004+08:00

1.Who are you chatting with now?
-CLAUDIA TAN SIOK MIN

2. What you want the most now?
-that crush of mine to ask me out. urgh! he's hot!

3.Do you have a hidden desire on any of your close fiends?
-so far, NO!

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
-Nah, i'll hate them only when they 've forgotten me.

5. When do you wish to die?
-If only there's no such thing as DEATH, tat'll be great!

6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
-YES!!! cos i've seen it already :)

7. What impossible things u would wish to do?
-To graduate college without studying at all. hahaha.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
-In our time? No way!

9. Have you broken someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
-I'm not that bad enough to do anything like that.

10.What if your crush asked you out?
-GOSH!!! i'll be jumping up and down. and i make sure im the girl for him.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
-Unpredictable,sweet,cool,always there for me:)

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
-When someone leaves ):

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
-COUNT ON ME!

14.Is there anything you're looking forward to in the next few weeks?
-Looking forward to see my dad,sis and ate nins!!!

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-Family,friends and to finish college :) amf!!

16.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
-claudia,yiwen,ate nins and kuya aldus..

17. Do you find life meaningless?
-I'm so enjoying every single bit of my life. I'm so lucky to hab this life.

18. Who do you love the most?
-

19. What will you do if your best friend falls in love with the same guy as you do ?
-Give him up for her,what are frends are for?

20.What's the crazy thing(s) you ever did?
-I was still in my high skul, me and frens put mealworms in one of our classmate's locker.

21.What's your greatest wish?
-To stay in Singapore and continue my studies there,not here :)

22.Who do you want to see now?
-I wanna see my crush!!!

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all. here it goes.. add this question in, "What's your greatest wish ?"and I wanna tag:

-claudia
-ayul

2008-05-10T19:39:00.002+08:00

does everybody really LEAVE?
im wondering will they ever come back jus for u.

if tat person really comes back, it goes to show how much he/she cant live without
you.
if he/she has reasons for not comin back.
maybe its not to get hurt or letting them realise how important wen your gone.

It's a serious thing to toss away money, but to cast aside a person is even more serious. You don't how that person feels what's like being cast aside. Who knows he/she meant something special to them.
Sometimes they wanna be loved as a true friend. Treated like a great friend like any other human beings.

Can a person live in this world without having true frens?
and live by its own?
no laughter,no one to cry on.
seriously,I DUN NOE.
Connecting with people is not a wrong thing to do. It actually helps bring out
theperson in you. Who knows you might find out something great about yourself
while being with your friends. You might even find a friend who truly understands you in every aspect and let you see the opportunities you can have.
So,its doesnt matter who you hang out with or being friends with.
Just be yourself and nothing else matters.
:)

2008-04-21T18:21:00.002+08:00

im sorry for wat i have done.
i didnt expect things to go this way.

yeah,i noe i didnt want yiwen to be like tat but it turned
out that i've become like her.

sometimes i tink back,
wat if i didnt come back here to study,
will i ever turn to be like tat?
to me,i dunt tink so.

people here are really so different from there.
most of them dun have direstions is life
and i dunt want to be like them.

honestly,now im not drinking till late night.
i've started since summer class.
and im proud of myself cos i can turn them down now.
no more beers,no more late night party.
IM SERIOUS CLAUDIA!!!!

2008-04-05T14:53:00.001+08:00

i was looking thru ayul's blog and saw this entry 2years back and im touched :)

Friday, December 29, 2006
F.R.I.E.N.D.S 1:23 PM

i was recently catching up wif frens whom i hardly talk with in msn. Sme sound 'pretty' glad tht i PM dem; (but y dun they pm me?)anyway, sme bcme a tad arrogant, sme as crappy as usual. I'm gonna talk about frens today, as sme special ones made me wo and what i am now, today, 1:25pm, 29december.. 2006.. n talking abt 29December, 2 days more, and its 2007. How time flies. How smetimes i wish i could turn bck time, undid those stupid moments in my life, and mayb perhaps i'll b a better person.

anyway, frens do come and go (most of dem); its a selective few dat will constantly contact u. Sme, seemed to look like dat, (but they cme to u if dey need u ONLY), in dis case need isnt a good thing. You're like their spare tyre or emergency life jacket when they are in need of help, thankfully, i know dis kinda ppl, and if i sense SOS from them, i'll just ignore cause, (if u dun need me u wun tok to me wad).

i was once, a dumb mute intellectual, quite geeky art freak moron, but than as time flies, influencial frm surrounding as well as frens, became who i am today. crappy, loud and evrythig eye catching me. haha, love my frens to bits and pieces.

some frens i had lost in the process of life, but dis year, i made up wif dem. they tur up to be wad they used to be. jus hours of clearing the cloud arnd us, and sunshine came gleaming. soo wad i'm trying to say, love ur frens man, dun make use of dem coz i never did. (i hope so).

i have a few frens dat well, will be incomplete if one is missing and also a good good "boyfren" who seems to be evrywhre. oh oh.. "boyfren" isnt boyfriend. duhh! aint gay la ok. soo ya, dese special people below deserves special mention. for those who i never put up ur names, i still love u, but i spend more time wif these ppl. I am gonna list down in order of people i mitup most.

1. Arif a.k.a "Boyfren" (in other words bestie)
2. Fizah a.k.a Mummy (awww, u rawk!)
3. Ket a.k.a "Girlfren" (u are one hell of a kind)
4. Ayeb a.k.a Blue's Clue (no more blue's clue for u)
5. Mimin a.k.a Emo-Rep (stop denying la)
6. Rach C a.k.a Pendek (imported from the phillipines)

muahahaha! so dats dem, the people i'm always arnd wif. like they occupy 60% of my time... muahahaha! clubbing, lepak-ing.. even shopping and dining out at Azeera. wow!!!

i dunnoe wad left to write la.. nvm.. i love my readers too.. and pls pls pls..
those who wanna noe me more
add me in friendster at:
ayul.andika@gmail.com

2008-04-04T12:28:00.005+08:00

HOLLA!
jus came back from my vacation at ISABELA.
hell yeah,i enjoyed my stay there.

we left at 1030pm on the 29 March for isabela.
it was a 10 hour drive to isabela from manila.
jus imagine our ass sitting for 10 hours and der was only 3 stopover.
i couldn't sit still and i kept turning in my seat.
didnt get to sleep too while ate ninya beside slept like a log. HAHA!

reached isabela around 730am. was gona stay with the BALLESTEROS for
whole of 5days. mark was not at home wen we reached home.
the kids was there too.

met their oldest sis,ate che and kuya bytes,her husband. not forgetting
their baby, SKY!!! he's one darn cute baby. CUUUUUTE AND HYPER.
and there was their dad,who really is a joker. he so loook like mark. haha.

saw their big farm. visited their BODEGA. ate alot while my stay there.
life there was great. simple but happy. i love being with the kids.
they're so loving. gimik with the siblings at BIG BRO.
they even made me sang on stage. i looked soooo DORK singin on stage. i didnt even noe the lyrics. and i sang putol putol. i was so damn embarrassed that i made mark stay with me while singing. i didnt noe wer to put my face after.

watever it is, I ENJOYED MY STAY THERE :)

THANKS TO THE BALLESTEROS FAMILY!!!!

2008-03-28T23:53:00.002+08:00

there is one person i miss most.
and tat is ROBERT BRIGOLE,my babes and my bestfriend.

its been long since i get to bond with him. so i told him tat he shud
make it up to me this summer. well,this guy really makes me happy wenever
im with him. i love him as my fren and tat will neba change :)

so wat im jus tryin to say now is

BABES, i miss u dearly :)

2008-03-21T04:50:00.000+08:00

swimming. will update soon :)

2008-03-20T01:53:00.004+08:00

gosh,i really dun noe wat to do with my life in here.
its like all same routine everyday.
wake up late in the afternoon,go to villa isabelle.
dinner wif frens at mongolian then dahab.
im not getting anythin with doin tat everyday aside from bonding with my frens.
WHAT AM I DOIN WITH MY LIFE?

i wasnt like this.
it looks im enjoying but actually this is not what i wanted.
this is not the life i wanted.

i want my LIFE back. my life back in singapore.
i want to go back to a home where my family is waiting for me.
waking up, hearing my SISTER SCRAMING at me.
eating at our dining table with the whole family.
i miss STEAMBOAT.
miss SIS and DAD.
miss telling dad to bring back home supper for me.
miss shopping with them,
miss crying to my dad telling him to buy me the stuff i want.
going to the church with them.
conferencing with CLAUDIA and gang the whole night.
while i tok and laugh softly wen tokin to them,
afraid my sis will kick me and tell parents,
that im on the fone again.
me and claudia wondering wer yiwen will be.
wondering which guy she is with. HAHA
going to town and slack at starbucks.
walk from ORCHARD ROAD to ESPLANADE.
last but not least,
i miss HOKKIEN MEE AND MCSPICY BURGER.

CAN I HAVE THAT LIFE BACK AGAIN????

2008-03-18T21:59:00.002+08:00

HEEEEEEEY!!!
new blog again. new stories of my life.

actually, if it wasnt for claudia who has opened a blog. i wunt be doin this now.
mayb i was inspired by her having a blog. hahaa.
dun BHB claudia. hahaha.

niwae,its my holidays now. and hell no im enjoying my holiday here in the philippines. mum didnt allow me to go back to singapore cos im takin up summer class.
FARK! i've got 2 to 3 weeks BORING life in here. URGH!

and i've got this craving now.
MCSPICY DOUBLE BURGER!

2008-01-11T01:41:00.000+08:00

babes,choose ka ng isang item jan. hnd ko alam tlga ano bi2lhan ko pra syo. haha, kya wat i did was go online and check out this stuff for u.
choose and tell me which u want for christmas gift. as promised, i will get u one:))
kaw pa. haha.

or u want a necklace with ur name on? kaw bhala babes.
and remember my gift rin ha! see u soon, muah!

2008-01-11T01:19:00.000+08:00

woke up ytday morning finding claudia staring at me by the bed.
she forced me to wake up as she bought some food for me and she insisted i eat with her. haha, in the end i found her sleeping beside me. wat a BIMBO! hahaha.
both of us ended up waking up arnd 1 or 2pm. ate our lunch she bought but didnt tasted good already.
watched tv,online was we did the whole day.

started gettin ready by 9pm cos were goin clubbing.
it was ladies night so we decided to go MOS. alicia came with us.
there was already so many people wen we reached the club. the dancefloor was full of cheenas at first. soon the melayus all started to come out.
saw wan and naim. he told me tat i was sooo fat. HUHU!! nvm,positive tinking :))
firdaus was there too but didnt tok to him. hahaha.

went out of the club arnd 4am. headed for spize and had our supper.
took a cab home with claudia.
we reached home and we were still finding food.
waited for my sis to wake up and we slept at 6am
the next thing we knew, it was already 4 in the afternoon!!! GOSH!
PIGS WE ARE!

2008-01-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

weekend was soooo great for me. daddy bought jacket i've wanted. the missy elliot adidas limited edition jacket! i was so happy wen he bought me tat. but kinda guilty cos i've not been givin him gud results and he's always givin me watever i wanted. huhuhu. i shall study gud from now onwards. hahaha. got heels frm zara too. it was love at first sight. mummy didnt actually want me to get it but she has got nth to do but buy it for me. haha. I LOVE U DAD!!

slacked at Mcdonalds wif sis and ayul after. we actually stayed there till 3am in the morning. nth but smoke and bub arnd.

2008-01-05T16:10:00.000+08:00

i can say tat ytday was a happy day for me. at last i got to meet arif! tat bloody pisang. its been a loooooong time since i met both arif. toopid now then meet me. aiyoyoh!! but i was really glad ytday i met them.

met up wif claud and fana first. wen i was finding them at marina sq,both of them was tryin to hide behind a pillar. they tot i didnt see them. hahaha. must be tat claudia's idea. she love HIDE AND SEEK since young. so cannot blame her.
it was nice bonding wif fana.

i still remember during our younger days, we were ENEMIES! and soon after some approach,we actually became close as not expected. NICE!! we're still the same, joke arnd and fool arnd. jus tat claud is doin all the fooling arnd.

headed for town cos we are supposed to meet both arif at cineleisure. but halfway we got stuck at cathay dhoby ghaut. to waste time, started CAMWHORING. haha. as usual. in the end, both arif came over to dhoby ghaut to meet us. went to long john silver.

walked to orchard road. laugh,joke jus like wat we used to do before. gosh! i miss those days. reminiscin abt it makes me really upset abt it. and im sooooo regretting studyin in phil. URGH!!!!!!!!
sat down at mCcafe. and guess who we saw????
DANNY JACKASS!!! hahaha. BHE! BHE!

smoke.drink.sleep was we did.

2008-01-04T00:48:00.000+08:00

URGH! i am having da same old feeling again. for da past few days i've been tinkin, wat if i studied in ITE and didnt go back to da philppines? wat wud be my life now? will i be working jus like my frens here? hais, i jus dun wanna be so stuck up in dat farkin place all alone and always finding attention by enjoying myself. AAAAARRGGH!!! if only i can turn back time and decided to stay here in singapore to further my studies, i wud be so much happier. to be wif my family and friends.

seriously, i've neba like stayin in dat freakin place. yeah, i hab a few frens who accepts me and appreciates me. still, HOME IS HOME! i've neba considered tat place as my home. im enjoyin my life there but not to da fullest. GOSH!
but i can go thru this. this is a test for me. a test for me on how am i goin to take control of my life. i noe i can go thru this. for i will hab to go thru this :))

2008-01-01T15:41:00.000+08:00

2008 HERE I COME!

One year has passed, so many things has happened. the past year was a blast. met new great people to share my life with. met some people tat come and go.
ups and downs with frens. went thru a friendship tat made 2 person became stronger as a person.

i am still loving my two bestfrens CLAUDIA AND YIWEN, the two most important in my life and to my family. these two has made my life stronger and made me realise wats really wrong eventho i am still not listening to them. hahaha.

2007 was really a great year but still it'll be better if i was in singapore. it'll be so much BETTER!

Dear year 2008,
please give me a pleasing year. may i wun go thru a really rough time in the phil. i so not want tat. how i wish i can promise myself to not do the things i always do. LIKE INUMAN ALWAYS. i enjoy drinkin but i must have my limitations. and it has gone thru the line. tats wat im hoping for this year only. to lessen my drinkin session :))

2008-01-01T15:11:00.000+08:00

2008 HERE I COME!

2007-11-10T19:34:00.000+08:00

diane is stayin over at my house for the weekend. which is great. slumber party!!! me ,diane and robert planned to go to james house jus to slack. friday we hab no classes!!! weeeee~! went to skul to hab lunch b4 i meet robert. both of us headed to my house to fetch diane. found her lying on my bed with her hair still wet. bonded in the car while on the way to james house.

slacked at james house and both me and diane fell asleep while watching tv. james cooked for diane cardon blue. it was so DELICIOUS! ooohhh lala~!

2007-10-25T01:02:00.000+08:00

8 MORE DAYS,im goin back to the philippines. AAAAAARRRRGGHHHH!!!
jus now afternoon,i was tokin to my dad abt me not wanting to go back to the philippines. he said 'u wanna stay here, u will stop studyin'
hais,i dun want to go back. huhu :(

went shopping spree today. bought a blue dress,jelly shoes and a necklace. the blue dress was for joyce debut. gotta be prepared for my fren's paarrty. had dinner wif mum and sis first. had the best laksa!

ate at minotti today wif sis and yiwen. had tiramisu cake. recommended by andri (yiwen's bf) it tasted real good. chit chatted wif yiwen. stayed for a few hours and went to bugis to mit mum. altho its a weekday,bugis still has lots of people shopping arnd. slacked at mcdonalds wif yiwen and her fren after tat. toopid claudia wasnt there. she said she was TOO LAZY. forvever lazyass one. hehehe.

2007-10-24T01:33:00.001+08:00

No wonder time pass so fast during my stay here. sleep so freakin late and i wake up so late. its been more than a week im stayin here and i feel tat its been a few days only. hais,i still DUN WANT TO GO BACK!

Jun bin came over to my house jus nw. he skipped class today and he has to take the consequence by goin to the doctor. haha! skip class lah bin2. NOTTY! NOTTY!
slacked and watched some games shows at youtube. farkin funny. shall post it next time.

headed for hougang wif bin2 after tat. started quarelling wif him whther to take a cab or the bus. but in the end we took the bus. fussy him. forever wanna take the cab went the place is so nearby. u forever lazy pig lah bin2! hahaa. was glad tat he came over and visited mum :) love u forever junbin!

2007-10-23T02:23:00.000+08:00

IM BACK IN SINGAPORE!! gosh, its really a nice feeling to be back here.
both my family and frens are here. seriously, i feel so relieved to be back here. and i dun feel heavy in me not like how i feel while im in the philippines. i jus feel tat things there are not real. i dun noe. watever it is, IM HAPPY TO BE BACK!

met my frens already but not all of them yet.
i was supposed to surprise claud and yiwen, but fark they caught me wif the help of rauf. haha. YEAH CLAUDIA,U GOT ME THIS TIME. HAPPY? hahaa.
so far i've done alot of stuff and i got a new hp. sony ericsson this time. all of my frens are usin sony ericsson. nokia in here is noooot recognised at all.
and i've decided not to get nokia cos i noe they hab this sickness of getting hanged all the time.

oh yeah,i've met jun bin on his first few hours of his b'day. so i was the first to greet him. and im honored hor! went to tanjong pagar to hab MEE SOTO.

sunday:
church wif dad and mum.
took a cab to jun bin's place. cos i was late already. haha.
as usual,got farked upside down from him. tooopid bin2. always scold me de!! nye!nye!
met him and we didnt noe wer to go and we've decided to catch a movie at ang mo kio. while waiting for our movie, ate at MOS BURGER. ordered frosted strawberry. jun bin was the one who recommended it. and it actually taste nice. toked abt the past and we both jus couldnt believe how notorious we were. haha.

watched 'BROTHERS' a damn nice story abt brothers sacrificing for each other. SHUD WATCH IT!
took a few pics after the movie.

headed for hougang.
met up wif haikal,fathul,claudia and johnathan. eat.laugh.smoke was all we did. reminisced about our secondary days. we laughed so hard that all of us were havin a hard time to catch our breath. gosh! its so nice tokin abt the past.lookin at them made me realise how fast time has passed. and im so glad tat all of us are still meeting up wif each other.

2007-08-17T17:41:00.000+08:00

its a long weeeeeekend for me! since thursday classes are cancelled due to the typhoon. cool ryt. haha. and on monday we hab no class too!! haha.

on wednesday nyt, wen we found out dat we hab no class the next day. we were so happy. so that we can drink the whole nyt. its was Siete b'day. so we celebrated his b'day at westwind criss cross. some beer house. wednesday nyt was a BLAST!. seriously! there were so many of us dat nyt. and ii met this guy name mark. and he's a hottie! nice person to be wif. too bad, we didnt take pics. so dat i can post it in here. BUT, i hab a video. so spot him. haha. drank the whole nyt. LUCKY thing i didnt get drunk tat nyt. haha. oh yeah, and this group of frens of mine made me join their org. in order to join their org, i mus do sumthin tat others cant do. so wat i did was speak my different accent in english. haha. and they made me drink up a small plate of sugar. but half of it, mark drank it for me. muahaha! *kilig* *kilig* seriously, he's so cuuuuute.

bonded wif the others. chit chat wif mark. he told me abt his past girls and stuff. it was nice tokin to him. i actually enjoyed tat nyt! haha. we ended arnd 4am in the morning. we slept 5am already. the next day, had breakfast wif them again. videoke in the morning. haha :)

spot mark!

2007-07-24T22:56:00.001+08:00

weekend was great. spent time wif mummy ninya. went to manila on saturday, and it was so fuckin hot tat i jus dun wana move. companied ate to her dentist. and she changed her rubber to a pink one. quite cute, but not my type. im still tinkin wat colour next shud i put. haha.
took a cab wen we reached manila cos we didnt noe how to get to st. cruz street.

went to moa after tat. had our lunch at tokyo tokyo. gosh! the pork tonkatsu was so hard tat both of us were havin a hard time biting it cos of our braces. i was already so hungry so i jus bear wif the hard pork tonkatsu. haha. met wif daddy aldous and his family at greenwich after tat.

his nephews and niece are all so cuuuuuuuteeee! jus tat they're super active tat we adults can get tired running after them. but its also gud cos we can lose some of our fats. hahaa. met dana, aldous small sis. she looks like a barbie. her face and hair simply has the features of a barbie.the kids were playin wif the rides, so we jus watched them play and run arnd.

cute little boys, but uper duper active.

GIA! at first, she hated us being there cos she was jealous of us. she didn't like girls being arnd. MALDITA!

me and chico. love the way he smiles. CUTE! CUTE!

my first ride wif daddy! haha.

sunday morning, daddy aldous came over to my house and visited us. he jus miss his cute family. haha. slacked for awhile at home. daddy send us to one of a tapsilog canteen. and he headed home. me and ate ninya did was lie down,internet and watched tv all day. stayed in the room for the whole freakin day. u noe the feeling tat u jus dun wanna do anythin but lie down and relax.
at night, daddy aldous came again and we headed for his house to do mummy ninya assignment. played wif dana while both of were on the computer.

2007-07-16T21:16:00.000+08:00

mark is leavin tonyt. huhu. so sad tt a fren like him is gona leave us. celebrated his disbidida last sat. went timog at 77 bar. saw maja and carlo. carlo is sooooo cute. everybody was there except for jorel,chad and cyril. drank the whole nyt. bond wif mark.

had fun tt nyt, altho some few mishaps happened. ate cindy car got flat tire. was really a bad day for her. seriously. dun worry ate cindy it all happened for a reason.

2007-07-10T21:46:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY- had a family outing. wif dadii, mumii and me. altho it was kinda late already we still enjoyed the short time we had. ate at pizza hut. gosh, da pizza was so big dat me and dadii couldnt take it. lucky thing there was mumii to finish the pizza. hahaha. headed for the movies after tt. watched TRANSFORMERS! i sooo enjoyed tat movie. TOTALLY! was so engrossed wif da movie tt i even tahan not goin to the toilet. haha. i jus love it wen the robots start talkin wif the humans and the way they move arnd. tot it was gona be a boring movie, it turned out tt i really enjoyed it.
but ate nins didnt enjoy the movie. haha.

mumii,dadii and baby

dis week is goin to be a busy one, next week is my prelims. me and ate nins has been studyin everyday. lucky thing i hab a study partner now. i can concentrate and study wif great mind. haha.

2007-07-06T18:32:00.001+08:00

IM BAAAAACCCK!!! THIS BLOG WILL BE FULL OF CRAZIEST STORY OF MY LIFE.
JUS WAIT AND SEE AITE!

2007-05-04T01:17:00.000+08:00

dis week was hectic, SERIOUSLY! i've been drinking non-stop.

my mum was askin me ytday,
daughter, wat are u doin wif ur life? u've been drinkin non-stop.

well, i gotta say it has already been the lifestyle of the filipinos in here. DRINKIN IS THEIR HOBBY. tt goes to da teenagers and adults. been drinkin at mark's dormitory. met new frens.
go mad wen i got drunk. gosh! its scary wen im drunk. hate tt feeling. fark!

2007-04-21T19:09:00.000+08:00

hokkienmee-chickenrice-driedfishball-muahchee etc. i miss the all time singapore cuisine. boring food in here. i jus dun lyk their taste. TASTLESS!

2007-04-20T18:31:00.000+08:00

im so darn farked up wif my professor. he's such a bimbo. muahaha. jus 5 mins late and u hab to do a very stupid dance right in front of the whole class. wtf. i've been dancing almost everyday. jus a few mins late. damn farked up wif him. it didnt say in the rules tt we hab to dance. and we dun pay him to ask us to dance. REALLY A BIMBO. i was so pissed ytday, dat i jus walked out of da class without him sayin class is dismissed. haha. who da hell cares. well, i dun wanna dance so be it.

i've got great news,i already got my student permit. tt means i can drive along the highway wif da company of a pro driver. which means wenever i drive, kuya brian has to be there too.

ma gosh, heatis really killin us in here. after an hour stayin outside, i'll be all sticky. tts why im too lazy to go for class. but i hab no choice but to go.
HOMESICK! i jus realised tt i really miss my frens alot. i wanna go back singapore ASAP! i miss the cleanliness. haha.

2007-04-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

summer class can really make me go crazy.
sweating every minute. students havin their own panky. trying so much effort jus not to feel hot by using their fan. walkin arnd wif shades can really help, as the sun is way too bright. lasallians mostly slackin in the library instead of the rotonda.

jus imagine sitting down for 2hours. my butts can go crazy jus like me. and its so fuckin hot in the philippines. i tink it has not been raining for 3 weeks?
everytime im in the class, i imagine myself soaking, in my very own private pool. i try so hard not to move arnd so tat i wun feel bloody hot. i dun wanna sweat like a pig. by the end of the day,i'll be all sticky. yuck. tts why right after class i go home straight so tt i can hab a nice cold bath. PHEW!

believe it or not, i can actually drive a motor nw! ma gosh. neba in my life i would tink of knowing how to drive a motor. i've always taught tt its a dangerous vehicle. but actually, its a nice feeling riding one. haha. i can drive a car now too. wif the help of kuya brian. i didnt expect driving a car is tt tiring and so much aching. haha. but hu the hell cares?

2007-04-12T18:12:00.000+08:00

i didnt noe stayin in a somehow kampung place is dat fun. u'll get to learn how to start a fire wif some woods. i didnt noe its dat easy. me and my cousins went to this ilog to swim. bbqued a native chicken using a bamboo stick. all we did was bring a cooking pot for the rice.
guess wat, we used bamboo leaves instead of plates to eat on. haha. it was fun tho.
here's some pic we took.

2007-04-06T01:41:00.000+08:00

lookin back. it was nice havin those memories wif dis four great girls i hab in my life. the quarells. the backstabbing and we realised tt it was all wrong. the troubles we've been thru together. the detention. the sentence tt we're most afraid of, "MRS DANAPAL COMING!" gettin a taxi early in the morning. late for skul.sharing money for cigarette butts. slackin at serangoon north. the mealworms we put in airu's locker. skipped class. shouting across the canteen as if we own the skul. bullying the lower secondary. dyeing our hair which we're not supposed to. ankle socks. insulting the teachers. shouting "HEY BITCH" to whom we hate.haha. i miss getting into trouble.

i miss HIGH SKOOL DAYS. i miss da four of them :)

2007-04-03T00:37:00.000+08:00

ok, now is da time tt i am in da mood to blog. haha. been so lazy to blog.
well,im gona upload some pics. they are actually nice people whom i met in cebu.
well, i really tink they are diff frm the people here in cavite. haha.

me and my cousin roy. we actually didnt meet for 12 or 13 years? quite long ryt. haha. well, im glad tt both of us hab met at last. to da people who noes me very well, look at his face properly and he looks lyk someone. haha. happy guessing.

gil, cousin's tropa. nice and quiet guy. haha.

john the cute.

christal. the half filipino wif an american blood. she's actually my cousin's gf. totally love dis girl. she understands me really alot.

last but not least, CHEYNE! my beloved baby. hahaha. i really tink he is damn cute. im so crazy in love wif him. TOTALLY! he really brings joy in my life.

well, i really enjoyed my vacation in cebu. it was fun bonding wif my cousins and aunts. i really love dat place. and i didnt felt happy this way wif my family. and it really made me open up to them alot which i really dun do in the past. well, now i do. haha. i cant wait to go back there. too bad, i didnt get to go bohol. but its ok, der's still next time.

2007-03-21T15:57:00.000+08:00

lazy to blog for da past few weeks. sori

leavin for cebu tonyt. first time goin on a night flight.
one week vacation will be enuf for me.

here i come CEBU,BOHOL!

2007-03-16T20:45:00.000+08:00

not a gud day. FARK!! i nid time out. seriously. somebody pls help me.

2007-02-28T18:03:00.000+08:00

BORING WEDNESDAY!
class ended at 10am. everybody went their own way.
der was only me and nikka. da guys went netsteady. AS USUAL!
had our lunch at our usual tambay place, ATE'S FRIES SHOP.
was supposed to go atc to catch a movie. but da guys instead wanna play online games.
DAMN DOTA!
i tried playin tt game cos i wanna see wats so addictive abt it. but to no avail, i wasnt interested at it after playin for a few days.
but AUDITION IS ADDICTIVE!
i love it wen i get the steps and my player will dance the steps.
its nice lookin at them dancing.
ADDICT!

oh yeah, ytday presentation was SHIT! did researched wen i wasnt supposed to.
TOTALL MESSED UP!
my prof was tryin to say indirectly tt we were useless com scie students.
well, u gotta accept it. hehe.
but she gave me another chance by doin another perfect presentation tmr.
well, im sure im gona do it gud tmr!

mami is in phil now but she's not home yet.
dis tym da airport is far from our home.
and im sooooo hungry now. totally broke tp buy myself sumtin.
got no choice but to wait for her.
wee~! im gona hab nice nice food to eat again! hehe.

2007-02-26T00:04:00.000+08:00

its soooo darn hot here in da philippines. its really my first tym being in a very hot place. gosh. i tink i can fry an egg under the sun. my hands are burning hot cos of the humidity. PHEW!

went swimming yesterday evening. went along wif kiyomi and her cousins. i gotta say it was fun. played a few games. took care of the two japanese kids. they're so like singapore typical boys. jus lyk them. but last nyt was damn cold. swam till 12 am midnight. took the jeep back. dropped dead wen i got on my bed.

woke up lyk lunchtime. hog online. went to church. played audition. and now hogging online again.

2007-02-25T15:05:00.000+08:00

Alabang town center is a nice place. i love dat place. went der last wednesday wif da guys. took a van there, i can say dat it didint took us long to reach dat place. i tot it was gona take us 2 hours. but it actually only took us 45min. all the brands i want are in der. at least now i noe wer to go and slack. tt place is nice to slack. as der is starbucks and coffeebean. jus wat i nid. hehe. walked around wif robert, da guys went to hab their lunch first. he showed me arnd and had starbucks. haha.
AS USUAL, PICTURES!! hehe. tts wat i love to do. u cant blame me. hehe.

da kukus

played arcade. i didnt noe tt the guys were arcade freaks. well, it was fun tho.
we were supposed to catch a movie. but robert wanted to play basketball. so we booked a basketball court inside the sports shop. they played for an hour. i did shoot some balls into the hoops. hehe. quite fun tho. started my cam whoring again. hehe.

slacked for awhile b4 we left. it was quite early. cos some of dem wanted to go home already. but i didnt go back skul straight. went bacoor sm mall. kiyomi was in philippines and she wanted to mit me. met dem and catched a movie.

mami is comin back soon. hehe. cant wait to hab my carlorino bag. lucky i asked her to buy me loads of stuff. haha.

2007-02-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

claudia is leavin for canada. well, i gotta say that its goin to be hard. i jus hope tt wenever im in singapore, she'll be der too. cant accept dat she's leavin too. 5 years gona be long claud..

well, i went over to my aunt's place. slept der for a day. as usual, watched dvds wif cousins. ate weng high skul frens came over too. da gud thing is dat they came over wif their kids. jus cant imagine since high skul they've been frens. up till now they're still close. kewl ryt. well, for sure tat's gona happen to my frens too. i make sure we gather and bond our kids together. hehe. kewl ryt.

boring. class again tmr

2007-02-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

ok, i noe it been a very long tym since i blog. for almost 3 weekends i didnt stayed at home. its either i stay at my lola's place or aunt's place.

met me rethink wat i've been doin. umm. actually not much lah. my life is not as exciting as wen im in singapore. cos tts da place wer i can really do my nonsense. hehee.
i gotta say tt im startin to miss sginapore again. ma gosh. i jus cant forget it larh. u cant blame me. life's boring here in da philippines. i nid excitement.

2007-02-02T21:09:00.000+08:00

EXAMS OVER!!! phew~! for da whole week, i've been studyin like one crazy farker. cant believe i've been studyin dis hard since i studied here in phil. i can neba do tt in singapore. HELL NO!
but im goin to reward myself by shopping. mayb i'll get new apparels. i nid to release. if not i'll go CRAAAAAZY!

philippines is so damn coooold. grrrrrrrr~! its like as if snow is comin. i had to slip wif a jacket while sleepin. jus imagine hw cold is tt. bbrrrrr... altho its so sunny, there's still strong wind blowing ur hair off.

shitty feeling again. i cant be alone always. if not i'll start tinkin of singapore again. i'll imagine myself goin back singapore and havin fun. sleeping in my cosy room. miss my life in singapore totally.
miss late night talks on da fone. hogging on the laptop. sneakin out of da house. slackin at town. stay out late which i neba get tired. sipping drinks at starbucks. out wif family, eat at poshy restaurants. aaaaarrggh!!!
I SO BADLY WANT TO GO BACK SINGAPORE! BADLY!

dis place suck. people are not as outgoin as wat it seems.
i cant make trouble,no late night talks. hais. WAT A PLACE!

2007-01-22T19:45:00.000+08:00

i cant help but feel down. dun noe why.
cant accept da fact. its too hard.

upsetting...

2007-01-21T15:14:00.000+08:00

friday was da last day of lasalle week. kinda sad cos nomal class resumes again. hahaa. hate skul, TOTALLY. well, hu doesnt? ryt? haha. went to the skul gym, COS college day was held there. teachers danced and made da whole crowd laugh. cos they really went shaking their butt off. few students danced. der was dis group tt really made a fool of themselves. it was actually joseph former dance group but he left cos his got own reasons. i noe wat isit. hehe.
well, they were really not tt gud.

first, it was their outifit. SUCK BIG TIME.
second, they were not dancing at the same beat.
third, few were dancing as if they were jus practicing and da others were dancing their butt off
WTH!! they really made a fool out of dem. seriously. coudnt do anythin but jus stare and feel sori for them.

some pics we took during da event. kc we were really bored n. hnd n nmin enjoy ung event. bad organisation. so we decided to take pics indeed. hehe

me and macky. dey said he look lyk a lizard. dun u tink so? ummm. quite lah. hehe. sori macky. dun worry, i still love u. hehee

me and robert. im soooooooo in love wif dis pic. cos i really tink im cute. and i tink robert looks cute cos of me. jus lyk wat i told him, whoever takes picture wif me will really look nice. hahaha.
ma gosh,cant believe im praising myself in blog. hehehe.

me and nikka after da event. we were still deciding wer to go and waited for joyce. while she's iin da toilet, tooks pics.

REED CONCERT SUCK BIG TIME!!
boring. it was supposed to be abt god. and they played songs tat is not even related some to him. jus a few praise and worship songs. can u believe tt? i really tink dey shud play sumthin tt is related to him. my class were jus arnd da field mingling and takin pics. chit chatted wif da guys. some of them went finding ''CHICKS" as usual.

after the concert, followed da guys arnd da field as they wanna find CHICKS. robert send me back to the dorm. asked him to bring me back. hahaa.

2007-01-20T03:54:00.000+08:00

feel so much better after tokin to claudia online. lucky thing, there was internet. i wonder wat it will be lyk w/o internet. hehehe. played game at the same time. hehehe. ita alrady goin to 4am and im still not asleep.

2007-01-20T02:22:00.000+08:00

things hab been crazy for me. so many things to tink abt. i feel tt im havin so much prblem tt i cant even tink of solving any of them. why is dis happening to me? i cant go on tinkin and tinkin.
aaaarrgggh. how i wish im in singapore nw. wer im stress free..

2007-01-16T19:23:00.000+08:00

yeah, i noe. its been ages since i blog.
well, cant blame me. internet temporatily out of order. was so damn pissed. cos for two whole freakin weeks, i ddint hab internet. i would die w/o internet. cos tts da only way to kill time.
lucky, i had things to do on the two weekends. went lola's place last weekend.
it was FIESTA!! gosh, i've been eating non-stop since i arrived. da food was way damn delicious that i jus cant stop. me and kuya rich would go anywer to taste diff food. hehehe.

miss singapore loads.

2006-12-30T04:08:00.000+08:00

okie. i noe i hab not been bloggin for da past few days. im lyk waaaaaaaay busy wif ma stuff tt i totally hab no tym to blog.
life has been a BLAST for da past 2 weeks. so many people to mit. spending tym wif m family and frens.
how i wish i dun hab to go back philipines. i wanna stay here. IM SIMPLY HAVIN SO MUCH FUN!
okie, i shall state wat i hab been doin for da past few days.

23 dec'06

CLUBBIN AT MOS!!! so much fun. oh gosh! der were so many cute guys. went in arnd 11pm. it started to get crowded arnd 12 am. it was sooo damn crowded tt we were havin difficulty to move around. oh yeah, went wif arif,ayul,fiza and ayep. ordered our drinks. danced at da pondium.
der was dis woman,she's hot lah. she was dancing wif dis angmoh and while dancing, sha started smilin at me. guess wat happned next? she stood beside me and danced wif me. started doin all those sexy moves. so i jus went along. pushed me to da angmoh and da three of us started dancing together. haha. it sounds wierd, but who da hell cares.
left da club arnd 3 am and took a cab down to hougang. had our supper-slacked-chitchat-camwar. headed for home arnd 6am

24 dec'06

slept till 7pm. got ready for church. curled my hair,did my make-up and got dressed. had dinner wif family. took a cab down to yishun. da mass started at 11pm. met yiwen outsie da church. my sis performed for da church. she sang wif da choir. she was soo short tt i coudnt even see her. haha. after mass, ate at a neearby hawker center. yiwen bf came to fetch her after tt while we took a cab back home.

25 dec'06

met claud in da noon. went to her house at simei. visited her baby bro. went home after tt. cos der's a party over at my house. my frens were comin. its a celebration for me actually. christmas-cum-birthay celebration. everybody came. damn happy. eat-drink-cards-laugh-smoke. simply everythin. we didnt slip till 7 am in a morning. we actually played cards till 6am.

26 dec'06

woke up 4pm. was supposed to mit bin2 at 1230. got so many missed calls from him. we were goin to catch a movie.
woke up and called him. lucky didint get scolding from him. PHEW! hehe. met him arnd 6 in da bus stop. headed for town. watched at plaza sing. we catched 'Death note 2' story was nice. jus tt boring at some part. bin2 nearly slept. i kept nudging him so tt he wun go to slip. hehe. took mrt back home. saw some bowenians. greeted them. saw dis wier girl name, pearl. da way she tok really makes me wanna laugh. after tokin to her, me and junbin started laughin. and he started makin fun of her. BAD JUNBIN! hehe.

bin2.

shall continue.... :)

2006-12-21T01:37:00.000+08:00

woke up badly today. had an early lunch wif mami. sis woke up late.
stayed at home da whole afternoon. went out in da late evening to mit dadi in town.
was planning to go town to get clothes and heels. but it was all too late. shops were closed. walked arnd and mami went to Marks and Spencer to get sumthin. saw the lightings. very niceeeee!!!

orchard lightings. soooo love it. i feeeeeel CHRISTMAS! roads were full of lights.
da whole stretch of orchard was full of street performers. kewl ryt.

we had our dinner late 8pm. ate at Billy Bombers. had dis half chicken and spareribs. jus imagine hw fattening tt is.

chix and ribs....

sirlion steak...

i love billy bombers :)

soup of da day..
cream chicken soup taste nice! da way it melts in da mouth..

was sooooo full after eating. i cant imagine hw much carbo i've taken in. i really am feeling im way fatter now. i shud start my stuupid diet. hais. i jus cant do anythin abt tt.

saw an Adidas jacket. da fitting looks nice on her. but i dun lyk da colour. colour green??? do u tink its a nice colour?

2006-12-20T03:35:00.000+08:00

SOOOO TIRED! been goin out ever since i touched down singapore.

i hab been to VIVO CITY already! its a nice place to shop. it has everythin. a very big place.
da first tym me and claudia went, we got lost. and been goin around da same place for 3 freakin times! hahaa. we coudnt find food republic. i was soooo hungry tt tym. haha. miss singapore cuisines!
met my other frens except for yiwen. i do not want to tink abt her. i can expect not meeting her for dis vacation.

2006-12-19T01:59:00.001+08:00

IM BACK IN SINGAPORE!!
hehe. shooo happy. so glad to see my frens again. especially claudia.
espected to see yiwen. but seems lyk she's so busy wif her new bf. hais.
so wanted badly to tok to her the nyt wen i came back. cant she at least say hi or sumthin. its really upsetting wen ur own bestfren doesnt even hab time to tok for jus a minute. disappointed totally.

niwae, haben been blogging for so many days. too busy to go online.
lemme see wat i hab been doin for da past few days.

FRIDAY_
it was da day b4 i go back singapore. went swimming wif my classmates. brought my sis along. went to vineyard to swim and drink. met robert wif at sm mall. he fetched us der cos we go so mane things to carry. reachd vineyard wif sis and riza first. and dis sis of min wanted to swim btt i bought the wrong bikini. so me and robert went back home takin his car. SO TROUBESOME! and it was havin a heavy traffic tt tym. wtf.

swim and drank at da same tym. shall post some pics...

me and kuku bert. look how funny he is. muahaha.

threesome. kuku bert,riza and me.

really had fun tt day. too bad nikka and gang cant go. but at least i enjoyed tt day. BONDING WIF DA GUYS!
muahahhaa. thanks guys!! :)

2006-12-10T19:28:00.000+08:00

for da past four days, me and sis has been house hopping.
went to mami tessy's house. stayed overnyt there. her lawyer's daughtter was there wif her kids too.
she turns out to be a fortune teller. and she told sumthin abt me.

she said dat der is sadness in me and is keepin it to myself.
da exciting part she told me dat is, IM GONA MARRY A BRITISH GUY IN FUTURE.
muahaha. shud i believe it or not? i dunt want to believe. cos its way too hard to believe. haha.
besides i dun hab interest in british guys. haha. another ting she told me dat is, i will be successful in another country but not in philipines. dat i believe. cos to me, stayin in philippines is useless. wif a government lyk dis, do u tink its worth livin in here? NO WAY. OOOPSIE! no hard feelings arh pinoys.

went to grandma's place too. it was her b'day. bought a very big cake for her. and she was so happy. dat is 100% sure. da looks in her face, she sure is happy to see her beloved grandaughter, KRIZIA. grandpa was not in any mood at all. he's havin lots of problem. wen we asked him to take a pic wif lola, he got so mad and started muttering to himself. so all of us had notin to say. hehee. he sure look funny wif a snobbish face. haha.

i am tired. been not feeling well these past few days. had a fever and im not ok yet.

6 MORE DAYS!!!!!

2006-12-07T19:36:00.000+08:00

dyed ma hair and cut my fringe. dyed in black.
last tuesday went to the salon. carlo reyes. decided to dye my hair black cos i tink i will look neater in that colour. tired of all those colours.

tell me ur opinion if its nice :)

nice???

haha. niwae, PRELIMS NEXT WEEK!!!! boohoo!~ been studyin real hard. especially for data structures. cos its really bringin me down. da whole class is havin a hard tym too. i hab one fren, he did da long quiz and he started cryin. cos its sooo hard dat he cant take it. and he is tinkin of shifting course. nikka is goin to shift course too. i wanna shift but dun tink dadee will allow. hais.

9 MORE DAYS!!!!

2006-12-04T16:51:00.000+08:00

13 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!

AND IM FLYIN TO SINGAPORE AGAIN.

jus hab to study to ma fullest nw. PRELIMS NEXT WEEK. boohoo~ :(
cant seem to study properly. once i look at my book for 10 min, my mind is somwer else already. hab to focus real hard. now my inspiration to study is to tink dat im goin back singapore. hahaha.

been watchin PRINCESS HOURS. day and night. i even came back home jus to watch the show. dun wanna be looking at four walls in da dorm. will be bored to death.

SINGAPORE!SINGAPORE!SINGAPORE!

2006-12-01T12:32:00.000+08:00

they said tt there is a typhoon comin on ytday. but it didnt come.
Skools were closed. elmentary,high skool and universities campus were all closed.
da news are always wrong. always sayin typhoon comin but it didnt come. WAT DA HELL! now stuck at home,doin nth. all i can do is jus hog online.

BORING! BORING! BORING! aaarggh.

2006-11-28T16:30:00.000+08:00

oh gosh. called yiwen ytday. get to say a few words to her only and da phone got cut off. hais. so wanted to tok to her. neba get to communicate wif her already.

niwae, ytday was a bad day for both me and nikka. OUR I.D GOT CONFISCATED BY DA SECURITY GUARD!!! aaarggh! cos nikka went in ma dorm which is nt supposed to happen. no visitors are allowed actually. and da guard cught us. BOOHOO~!
BAD,BAD,BAD!! now mayb we can get a minor offence for tt. but who da heck cares?
look at me, u tink i care? nah. hahaha.

im home today jus for awhile. later im goin back to da dorm again. jus came back to get sumthin. jus came back from da doctor. and guess wat he told me?
i hab to go for another operation. cos my ears is acting up again. too pain already. so i went to the doctor. yeah, bad news. operation again. but mayb not now. mayb i'll do it next year after i came back from singapore. i dun want to spoil my vacation lying on da bed.
i wanna hab a nice christmas and new year. i dun want it to be as depressed jus lyk last year. last year was a shitty "new year" so i hab to make it up dis year by really enjoyin it :)

2006-11-26T00:44:00.000+08:00

ggrrr! loads and loads of assignment. hate it wen its lyk dis. hais. hw i wish in dis world der is no such thing as studyin. and my ears started to be in pain. cant slip properly at nyt. hais. due to running nose.

went to MOA wif kuya ger,brian and krizia. was fun. all the local bands was in MOA performing. so many lame punk rocks. no dressin sense. such an embarrassment.

lazy to blog. u can jus takr a look at da pics.

MISS SINGAPORE LOADS!!!

2006-11-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

Krizia is back in philippines. came back ytday.
today both of us went SM PALA to catch a movie. da movie we watched wasnt tt interesting at all. titled "wag kang lilingon" its supposed to be a horror movie. but i tink it turned out to be some lame movie. walked arnd da mall. bought some stuff for my room and krizia got another perfume. we're now so addicted to perfumes and colognes. haha. kuya gerwin came after our movie. ate dinner wif him at mCdonald. bought dunkin donuts. krizia was so dying to taste da donuts. haha.

reached our subdi, nobody was slackin outside our house. so me and kuya gerwon was da only one outside till abien came. and then kuya gerwin left wif kerwin's car. slacked wif abien and the others came.

mama and da other neighbours are now drinkin outside. dunt wanna get involved cos their drinkin is session is diff from us. so i'd rather stay at home and do my assignments.

I STILL GOT ALOT OF ASSIGNMENTS TO BE DONE! boohoo~

2006-11-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

typical sunday.
families go for mass in church. went to mr miguas shop to get some of the tiles for the house. the tiles shop owner actually took my number so tt he can gib to his son. isnt dat crazy and mami actually agreed givin my number to him. soooo wierd of mami.

late morning it was Philippines exciting day.
MANNY PAQUIO VS MORALEZ
today is their another game wif each other. it was crazy. all the families were watching the game together and makin so much noise. our street was so quiet. nobody was walkin out or children playin. most of them are really so into the game.

for me, i was busy on the net. didnt care so much. not so into dis type of thing. but guess wat?
MANNY PAQUIO won again. i tink its their 3 challenge and he won 2 out of the 3 challenge. kewl ryt. i tink he's one person tt only makes philippines proud.

went SM PALA2 wif kuya gerwin. cant stay at home da whole day.
walked arnd. kuya was lookin for black shoes. so i jus followed him. ate at mCdonald before we headed for da movies. watched ROYAL CASINO. it was nice. liked da movie.
GOSH! dat show really shows dat people are so greedy for money. haha.
was freezing cold inside. but too bad we didnt get to finish the whole movie. cos kuya gerwin has a performance in the night. so we hab to head home...

da main stars in CASINO ROYALE

back to skool again. hais. boring. nth to do in da dorm. BOOHOO!~

2006-11-18T15:59:00.000+08:00

it has been 2 weeks since skul has open already. i realised dat dis semester break our professors are snobbish. except for our psychology proffessor. she has a way of teaching us. i hate my data structure prof. she always has dis stupid face of hers. always put tt stupid face of hers which i soooo hate. ggggrrrr! wait till i bite her one of these days. oh yeah, dis sem our p.e we learn how to play the TABLE TENNIS. haha. its so not my type of sports. well, dis are sum of da pics me and nikka took while waiting for our P.E to start.

da gooofy faces we made.

wednesday,
me,nikka and joyce went to MALL OF ASIA. da second or third mall biggest in asia. isnt tt kewl? well, its really so damn big tt u cant walk the whole mall in jus a day. but it seemed that we walked da whole mall cos at da end of da day, we were so damn tired. der's so many varieties in there. I LOOOVEEE! der's i-max,ice skating and many more outdoor cafes. slacked at coffeebean for awhile. chit and chat and had our coffee. haha. i sooo miss dat feeling slackin which i used to do in singapore. but still its a different feeling. the atmosphere is better wif ma frens in singapore. its jus too different. dunt noe why. its not tt its boring, i do enjoy my time wif my frens in here. mayb im jus used to it.

GUESS WAT?
the finalist for MISS EARTH 2006 are in philippines. and they went to our skool to hab tree planted. hahaa. kewl and funny ryt? hahaha. Ms singapore was there too. she's a tall and sexy woman. but she jus look like a typical chinese lady in singapore wif long straight hair. from far, she looks damn pretty. but wen i took a pic wif her, she's not tt pretty as wat i expected. her teeth is not dat straight and her face has so much foundation.
OOOPS, sori for sayin all those. im jus stating da fact.

ms singapore

ms curacao

i look so damn ugly in those pics. hahaha.

niwae,my sis is comin back soon. umm, yeah. and im goin back real soon.
REAL SOON!!!! wee~! :)

2006-11-05T00:44:00.000+08:00

GOSH! today was hectic. aaargh. i can die of dehydration. was really hot dis afternoon.
went back to skul to add subjects for da next semester. and guess wat? da farkin skul gave me wrong schedule. jus imagine i was in skul from 8am till 2pm jus to farkin add a subject!!!! lucky rizza was wif me. if not i'll be bored to death.
stupid skul, so many things to do jus to add a subject. WAT DA HELL!

went straight to my dentist. another healthy gone!!! BOOHOO! i feel so uncomfy nw w/o 2 tooth. cant eat properly,cant laugh properly. and my doctor already out the rubber in arnd my tooth. which i really2 feel uncomfy now. next saturday is the installation of da braces.
had my afternoon nap. woke up and mami was cookin CHICKEN RICE! which i long to eat. ate my dinner for lyk 20 mins cos i cant eat properly. i really hab to chew every spoon slowly if not it'll hurt. went out and slacked wif da guys. as usual. we decided to go to da PERYA. i actually won a PLATE! hahaha. went back and da guys started drinkin. cant drink much cos i jus lose a teeth. i might get sick or sumthin. besides,kiyomi is not der. its not fun if she's nt there. hahaa. kuya ely got drunk. hahaa. and he was already tokin shit. all of us jus kept on laughin at him.

these are sum of da days tt i hab been doin during my semester break.
DRINKIN!!!

we love GENEROSO!

kiyomi is not drunk but strong...

2006-11-03T20:32:00.000+08:00

oks. yeah, its been a very long time since i blog. way too busy wif other stuff tt i got no time to blog. and i didnt had the energy to really blog. too much things has happened tt i dunt noe wer to start. mayb i'll jus show it in pictures. but i shall summarise wat hab i done so far.

kiyomi's 20th b'day was successful. danced smoothly for da kutilyon jus had sum mistakes here and der.

introduced anais to da gang. drank together till early morning at 6am? dun u tink we guys are crazy. drinkin till morning. haha. but its great tt dey noe anais.

went clubbin last wednesday wif kiyomi and da gang. her mum treated us. it was crazy tt nyt at Manila. even her granddad came! isnt tt kewl. danced here and there. lucky didnt get drunk. i didnt drink tt much, i dunt wan to get drunk u see. hahaha.

last nyt, drank again. got a little tipsy. but i was alryt. woke up ealr in da morning jus for enrollment.
gosh! it was crazy in skul. the queue was so damn fuckin long! waited for lyk hours in skul till im gona faint.
went to my dentist after tt. LOSE ONE TEETH!!! tmr will be another teeth. aaarrggh!! next weeek im gona hab a braces already. heard it? BRACES! life's gona be a little bit diff wif braces on.
examples, no chewing of hard food, no candies, sticky food. yeah. mus be really careful wif those damn braces. but its for my own gud. nvm.

skul is gona reopen!!! MONDAY! got so many things to do again. gona see my classmates again. gona get crazy wif da girls. muahahaha!

niwae, i miss singapore. yeah, i hab moved on abit. jus still cnt take the fact tt im far away from my besties and dad.
dad is angry wif me cos i failed a subject. so its lyk we're not tokin to each other nw. hais. so wanted to tok to him. but its ok, it was my fault.

CLAUDIA HAS NEW BORN BABY BRO!!! wee~! so happy for her. she's gona hab a bit more responisibility already. i miss the three girls alot. i so wanting to tok to them. pour my feelings. hais. i cant do tt in here, i dunt noe why. the feelings is jus different.

i miss u girls! really...